I am feeling overwhelmed at how gorgeous and beautiful the Universe is. I feel like I have finally felt my purpose. I've been feeling this way for a while now. Now I've done about 40 readings and many of the clients I have read for, I have touched their lives, this is exactly what I am hoping to do and I love how women in particular are completely realising their strengths, especially those ones that have had their children. Children take so much of our energy and some days, it is damn hard. If we are not 100%, neither are they. How many of us have had days where everything seems to just go wrong? I'm just coming into contact with mothers who want to know if "this is it" and "is there more" and I'm not talking about going back to work either.
Lately, I have connected with loved ones that have passed over. This is extra special to me. Last night, I had a young man sit with me for about an hour and two pages of rough scribble later, I felt completely honoured that he had come into my circle and expressed everything he did, so that I was able to pass it onto his dear family.
I remember throughout the years, connecting with those who had left to go over to the other side. I remember one man in particular who I formed a relationship with, he'd come to me often and I had never met him. I did however meet his parents and flew down to stay with them for a week in Sydney. This was an extraordinary time, not only for me but for them as he had died from a drug overdose years before and was an only child. It was an accident. I brought happiness and peace to his parents and I felt like my work with them was done. So thank you Russell. He hasn't visited me for a long time but I am certain he is happy where he is.
Then there was Brad. Dear Brad. One of Grant's (my Partner) closest friends who fell off a roof about 20 years ago. Grant was living with him at the time. Can you imagine, coming home to an empty home after seeing them the night before? Hard to imagine. That is why I feel it is so important to not take anyone for granted and truly appreciate all you have, right now. Brad would protect me on Grant's night shifts before we had Madeleine. He would be there, two nights a week and I would talk with him. Years before, when I first started dating Grant (I think our second date), Brad told me about his yellow car. Years later, I discovered in Grant's pile of photos Brad standing beside a yellow car. Brad was an amazing soul and still continues to be around me at times.
I recently did some research. Am I psychic? Or a medium? Or am I both? There is so much confusion these days with these titles. Well, I'm definitely both. Since a young age, I have been picking up on things with people. Yesterday, my mother even told me that she used to talk to my father about it when I was little and tell her friends that she felt I had sensed certain things throughout my childhood. I never knew my mother did that so I learnt something yesterday. Thank you Mum!
Loved ones don't always come through. Sometimes, others do instead. But I just feel that this is my path and I have to trust it, 100%.
I've just completed a workshop to heal others as a vibrational therapist with crystals and I'm really looking forward to practising that soon! Stay tuned! I'm also reading everything there is about witchcraft. Yes that's right, it's really not scary at all so never fear, a white witch is here. I'm with Gaia, and the Divine. Gaia Divine. I'm with Mother Earth and the five elements. I was a witch in a previous life. Mary, my Guide told me the other day. No wonder I'm so fascinated by all of this, it seems quite normal to me to have an altar in my spiritual room. I have about 1000 books to read (ok maybe not that many) on magick and I really believe I'm eclectic.
I can't wait for what my life is going to bring. My children even come crystal shopping with me, we'll go over to a little shop over in West End and sit on the floor and go through all of the crystals together. They both love them very much. My daughter in particular loves Rose Quartz. My son, well, he collects rocks from all over the garden! I am hoping to bring our children up with the goddess traditions and appreciate everything there is about nature. Only the other day, we ventured over to New Farm Park. I love that park, it has massive oak trees and big open spaces. My kids got into the bark, I put their hands in it, they were completely dirty and covered and other mothers were looking at me in disbelief that I was encouraging them to feel the earth, the bark and make a mess of themselves! Some children watched on and started copying my children, much to their parents disapproval. I've never heard so many "stop that, you'll get dirty" comments. Oh dear, is that how we are really bringing our children up these days? I mean really, isn't that what being a kid is all about? I remember making mud pies when I was little!
Stay tuned for another blog post after Saturday. I am attending a Past Life Regression Workshop, I know of two past lives, I'm hoping to connect with them and many more! After all, there is a reason why we have habits and do the things we do. Yes! Time to discover why exactly.
Love and Light to All of You xxx
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